Well, this didn’t go as we expected.

My husband had a biopsy. We’re anxious to get the results because he feels like something is not right in his body. We’re trying not to worry. We’re praying. Yet still preparing ourselves for the potential of the big C diagnosis.

Intercept this timeline with an appointment I had for what I thought was a minor oddity in my body. Though I’d been told it was a possibility, I was still surprised when the doctor wanted to take a biopsy at my appointment. We discussed two treatment options, depending on the results of the pathology.

Sunday, the elders anointed us both with oil and prayed for us.

My doctor told me I’d likely see the results on the patient portal before she would be able to call me. She was right. It was a bit surreal as I read the word carcinoma among the findings. Here I was preparing myself for my hubby’s result, but first (and please Lord, only) – it is mine.

This is where life can get dangerous. I can do my internet search and go way down a road that is not mine to travel.

So I wait.

For the phone to ring.

When it did, my diagnosis was confirmed, but seems to be stage 1, for which I am grateful. And now I know my next steps.

More waiting…For more phone calls…More appointments…More tests.

Ironic, though not really, recently I taught a Bible study on giving thanks even when we don’t feel like it. We looked at what the Bible says about offering thanksgiving at different times in our days and lives.  Here’s what we came up with.

Every day. Every time. In every circumstance. For things we like. For things we don’t. For our God who never changes and promises to be there every step of the journey.

So, I’ll do that. And I’ll reread the John Piper booklet Joni Eareckson Tada shared with us so many years ago, Don’t Waste Your Cancer.

I have much to learn, and many ways to grow over the next few months, I am certain. Stick with me if you will as we wait for next steps for me, and answers from Jerry’s tests.

This song was shared with me the day I got my test results. https://youtu.be/LLRNCjnZYkA?si=Y4194qs9lvbFOity

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